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About Me Member Deviously Deviant blueangelphotographyFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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My Last Goodbye(Updates)

Mon Dec 8, 2008, 12:56 PM
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Trading Yesterday- My Last Goodbye
  • Reading: Betrayed by P.C. Cast and Kristin Cast
  • Drinking: Water.
I've got to walk away while there's still hope
Learn to erase the love I know
And let you go
'Cause what I thought was love was only lies
Taking what you want, left me behind
As my heart dies

So here we are again
Knowing this will never end
So I must let go

This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
Waste my whole life

I can see you now with opened eyes
When you come around I realize
That I don't need you to survive

I will not begin
The fight that we could never end
So I am letting go

This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
Waste my whole life...

My passion, my poison
The life and death of me
I can't take you taking everything
From a love never meant to be

This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life

This is my last goodbye
This will be my final tear for love to die
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
With my last goodbye

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H'okay. So.

I haven't updated this page in awhile. At all. Same with my other profile too. I dunno. I'm thinking of going on an extended hiatus. There are multiple reasons for this.

Number one, I'm living away from home now and it's hard to get any time to myself because I'm living with a family friend for free. Unfortunately, she and her husband have five kids. The two teenagers are my only friends here but are busy with school during the day. The youngest doesn't walk so she's always downstairs. But the other two...holy fucking crap. There's such a thing as fucking privacy and I don't get any anymore.

Number two, one of the reasons I need privacy right now and one of the reasons I'm really...lacking inspiration is due to emotional/personal issues. I've had to come to alot of tough, heartbreaking realizations about the place I've been emotionally. I'm not okay at all right now and most of my energy goes towards making the people around me think I'm perfectly fine. I've also developed a lovely shake in my hands that everyone thinks is due to stress. So I can't even draw.

So yeah, I really don't know if I'm going to continue updating. I'm really considering leaving DA completely and emptying both of my accounts. I'll try to keep updates coming in my journal, but I really don't know.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: K-town
  • Interests: Alot. Photography, drawing, singing, writing, and yeah...loads.
  • Favourite movie: Moon Child, The Notebook, Life As A House, Blood And Chocolate
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence and Cradle of Filth
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal/Everything
  • MP3 player of choice: 1st Generation Ipod Nano
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-box (Original and 360)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alot.
  • Personal Quote: "Those who cannot fly are those without an imagination."

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thks for the fav =)

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thnx for the fav.)

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I hope you're happy, I put new stuff up.

Although I have one question, how did you get a picture underneath the Devious Information section???

Fuck!
it stumps me.

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:iconblueangelphotography:
YAY!
I am happy :D

And mk.
I'll try to walk you through this.
When you upload an image, go into the categories section. Look on the sidebar and it should say DeviantArt Related. Click on that section.
And then click on deviant id.

It should work. Don't use an image that's too big though. Mine's just the right size to fit on most screen sizes.

Oh! And then after you've done that, go to your profile and click on Edit Profile. Click on the User Page Display bar. Then go down until you see the spot where it says deviantID and select your ID from the scroll down menu thingy. :]

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"You do realize that your shirt is inside out, right?"
"Yeah."
"Why?"
"Cause The Hammer hates my taste in fashion."
"Oh. Gay."
"Uh huh. Wanna get some lunch?"
"Sure."
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My other DeviantArt account:

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You have a beautiful gallery of self portraits!
I'm a watcher now so I hope you keep uploading new artwork :)

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God is dead and no one cares
If there is a hell I'll see you there
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welcome DA :) nice gallery
:iconblueangelphotography:
Thanks :]
I'm actually not new to DA.
Just setting up a new account.

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"You do realize that your shirt is inside out, right?"
"Yeah."
"Why?"
"Cause The Hammer hates my taste in fashion."
"Oh. Gay."
"Uh huh. Wanna get some lunch?"
"Sure."
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My other DeviantArt account:

:iconblue-angel36:

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